Out of Reach.

I haven’t the strength to cry anymore… I’ve given up… I’m giving in…I can’t fight for more out of you, I can't fight you... Anymore... You’re so out of reach.
You hide your pleasure to see me… But I catch a glimpse of it! In that split second when you first see me… Before you hastily disguise it with indifference… Before you start pretending and professing… That the one thing you would like to do… Is get away from me… You’re so out of reach.
I think you take pleasure in this, You are cruel (God how I love you) You like knowing that you have the upper hand... Its what you want, or nothing. And I can’t have nothing. (God how I love you) You’re so out of reach.
Is this what you want? To stay close enough for me to believe I can get a hold of you… Only to realize that you’re just at the tip of my fingers…Not quite close enough for me to touch you. You’re closed up and distant, even when you’re sitting right next to me. And I can’t break that icy shield you have wrapped yourself with...
It sometimes surprises me when you show me how much you really love me...Overpoweringly warming is that rich love of yours… Sometimes so sizzling it scalds me… Reducing me to ashes… No… Reducing me to nothing. And sometimes you can become so cold... So very bitter.
Sometimes I imaging I can see through that unemotional mist you cover your street-wise eyes with... But when will I learn? You’re so out of reach. And I’ve given up. I’m giving in. If I can’t have all of you, little is better than nothing. If this is what you want, if this is what you need... To get your high out of this relationship...Then have it your way. I can’t fight you anymore. I’ll be content; this is the price I pay... For loving a man so out of reach.