My Planned Week :(

Uni was great. Exams are done with. The last 2 weeks of uni all I did was plan my week in AD with my friends. I was really looking forward to it. But I’ve realized something, every time I really plan for anything, it doesn’t work out. This time of course it was my mom who brought down the plans by not letting me go on Friday, saying we’ll go on Saturday. I don’t believe in delay. I think people go through a lot of problems because they postpone. Delay studying till the last minute. Delay doing homework. Delay cleaning the bedroom. Delay fixing the car. Delay going to the bank. We would get all these things done, AND many more, if we just DID NOT DELAY. But we delayed. Saturday OF COURSE mom delayed till Sunday (fully knowing that I had my heart set on this week being away from Al Ain because God knows how much I need the break.) What happened after that? She got sick. But of course. There’s no one to drive me to AD. Plans with the cousins have all been cancelled (I’m sick of making them delay their plans on account of me, so I just told them I was probably not going to make it and they could go ahead and do their thing). I wanted to see Thurayya’s new baby girl. I wanted to see my Uncle Hassan (he just got back from Yemen and he saw my dad, and I want to hear all about it, plus I want to see his little baby). I wanted to chill with Saeeda and Yusra. Most of all I wanted to hang out with my angel face cutie pie njooli njooli Maha. But of course, because of DELAY, none of that is going to happen. I swear the only thing that got me through the last 2 weeks of uni was my visualizing this one week of paradise before summer courses (which start next week, which meanst this was my only week off, and that is why I planned so much!) I had told mom my plans weeks in advance to make sure she didn’t make any changes on account of: "I didn’t know you made plans..."
I NEED AIR. I need to breathe walla I’m chocking on this sheer dullness, and I'm chocking on boredom, and I'm chocking on people's inconsiderate DELAYS to MY plans.
Last night I cried my heart out (this is how serious I took it). Today I’m much better (I’ve gotten into the “indifferent” phase – I don’t care, I’m sick of asking when are you going to take me to AD). But I think I’m just a teeny bit bitter.
Quote of the day: Boredom is like a pitiless zooming in on the epidermis of time. Every instant is dilated and magnified like the pores of the face.
Excuse me; I’m going to go scream now.