Ant

I need to get a grip on reality. I’m out from 9.00 in the morning till 9.45 at night. What used to be a feeling of thorough monotony has now turned to downright lack of feeling. I am aware of days and nights, but I don’t really know how many hours or days have passed, or where the time goes. I don’t feel the days passing by, and at the same time they pass by too slowly. I never know what day it is. I’m basically in a region of unidentified motionlessness, like I’m in a bottomless sea and everything is moving at a snail's pace. At the same time I feel like an ant – work, work and more work, with no sense of what else is going on around me. But in the meantime, I’m getting a lot of work done. I’m also worried that if I do happen to doze off, I will sleep so deeply that I won’t wake up for a week. Luckily tomorrow is the last workday this week, and I shall get some sleep. Just wanted to pop in and say how its going. Hope all you angel face cutie pie njooli njoolis are doing ok :)